Haley Raye Brooks

                                                               "EMPTY"

 

I woke up one day and it felt like a dream, where your heart beat should be was empty on the sono machine.

You layed on my tummy and never opened your eyes. I never got to hear you cry. I can't even tell you how empty I feel inside.

The day I went home I just kept looking back. Your car seat was empty and I felt like crap.

When I go to your room and see your empty things, like the crib, bouncy seat and swing I just want to scream, to this day it still feels like a dream.

The day we laied you in the ground I felt more empty then ever. I knew you were never coming back, that you were gone forever.

There is not a day that gos buy that I don't cry. I keep asking myself is this for reel then I just remember how empty I feel.

My tummy is empty and so are my arms. On most days I dont even know where to start because the emptiest of all is my heart.

I just lay in the bed and cry my self back to sleep. I pray to God to help me wake up from this dream, but when i open my eyes all I can see is werer your heart beat should have been was empty on that sono machime.

 

Happy 4th birthday my Angel. Mommy LOVES you more then life!

The other day I was listing to sister tell brother about you. He goes up to your cabinet and points to your stuff and say sister. It is so sweet. They kiss your purple bear all the time. I think about you every day. I was looking at halloween costume yesterday and seen an angel one and thought of you. Your birthday is coming soon, i cant believe you will be 4 already. We all miss you and Love you sooo.... much!           Love mommy, daddy, sister and brother.

The holidays and your birthday are coming soon and thats when I miss you the most. I just want to tell you how much I love you. I miss you so much. Being prego again makes me miss you so much more. Like I can miss you more than I do. I want you watch over sis and bro and keep them safe. I love you so much. I will hold you again some day untill then take care.

St Patrick's Day will soon be here.

We always pinch each other if you don't wear green.

Your memory background is green, so noone can pinch you.

Love and will speak at Easter time.

Love Aunt Bobbie and Jessica

 

Valentine's Day has passed. I am alittle late.

Your are the biggest sweetheart anyone could have.

You are missed and loved dearly.

Will send message next month for St. Patrick's Day.

Love always

Aunt Bobbie and Jessica

Haley,

 

I never got to know you and it's sad because you would have been a great niece. I think about you all the time and I miss you soo much. You would have had a great family who loves you very much and you just would ahve been great. We have you with us in mind and in spirit and we will never forget about you. May God bless you and all of us and help us through our time in need when we think about you and start crying. I miss you soo much and never got to see your pretty little eyes. I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!

I cried every time you were gone we all love ya. You would've had a great family.

 

Your lucky you had a page made for you. Just remember us and we all have a place

 

in our heart for you

 

 

 

                                                  love robert

 

I remember when you we're in mommy's belly and you would kick me when I would play with you. I loved to read stories to you and kiss you. I couldn't wait to hold you, play with you and kiss you. We will be together in heaven some day. I miss so much and I love you more. No! I love you more !!

baby girl, losing you has been the worst thing i have ever had to endure,  and getting to see you even for the short time you changed your grandma forever, and holding you and kissing you was something i am so glad i was able to do, i miss you so very much my angel and my heart aches because i miss my angel,  i know that you are watching over us all and i will do all i can to help easy your mothers and dad and of course your sisters heat aches i know they miss you very much..

Love you always and 4-ever, your malmal   ( that is grandma in libby langue)..pam 

Even though I did not get to know you I know you are up there in heaven watching over all of us. You death deeply effected me. Even through the death of both of my parents and a brother your's was so sudden and unexpected and so overwhelming. I think about you every day and wish things had been different.

I love you with all my heart and soul. Some day I will get to hold you again in heaven.

Your Loving Grandma Debra

I remember Haley would move a lot at night so sister (Libby )would read a book to her almost every night. There fovorite, Brown bear brown bear. When I found out she was a girl Libby wanted me to buy outfits that looked a like so they would be twins, she says. I love boath of my girls with all of my heart. We will all be together again someday.